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January 24, 2008

bloody mary chews betel nuts

today i decided to look around for moo's cat carrier. which i bought for her special because it's cow patterned. i saw my mom bring it out of the vet's afterwards, but then i didn't know what she had done with it. and i thought maybe i'd like to know where it was. and maybe i was ready to put it back in my room on the shelf. but then i found it on the bed in the sewing room and promptly burst in to tears and had to curl up around it on my couch and sob for a while.

i don't tell you about this to make you feel sorry for me. i write it because writing is how i deal with grief and i'm trying really hard to get through this. so don't feel bad. though thank you to everyone who has emailed/called me with comforting thoughts and concerned emoticons.

also today (for a spot of cheer) i went to my internship at the sailor academy. today was a little less fun than tuesday because they were back to normal uniforms. on tuesday there was a career fair and all the sailors were in dress uniforms.

omfg.

so fucking hot.

i told jason about it and he expressed disdain for sailors in uniforms. what kind of homo are you, jason? possibly my sailor-lust has to do with overexposure to old movies in my youth with fred astaire in a white sailor costume dancing around singing, "We joined the Navy to see the world / And what did we see? / We saw the sea." that shit's indelible, man. i will forever lust after sailors and wish for waltzing.

also at the sailor academy they have a training ship and this ship goes out every summer for month long cruises. AND a librarian goes with it! they're going to the south pacific this summer! what i wouldn't give to be on that ship full of sailors in uniform.

Posted by michele at January 24, 2008 11:35 PM

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