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somehow, someway, this asteroid is going to divert from its orbit and crash into california. damn you, you scary ass sick and twisted man!
there’s a clip in family guy (i know it’s all i watch lately) where mr. rogers is peering thru binoculars into the house next door and this woman is undressing and he says, “hellloooo neighbor. oooooh uhhhhhhhh ooooh…” at this moment all my fears are justified. even though i’m pretty sure that it’s seth green (darling) doing the voice.
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do words have power?
i have this huge mental disorder against writing anything in free air because of the possibility of some authority being able to see it, track it to me, and hurt me in some unimaginably painful way. so i have to quickly erase anything i write with my finger in the air or on a surface with the flat of my palm. fear lingers, but it’s slightly more manageable.
which makes it strange that i feel writing with a pen is perfectly ok.
tonight i went to the movies and saw xmen and wrote notes all over my left arm, hand, and right leg. my body is crawling with information and quotes. but rather than fear at the apparent blatancy of it as a provocative act to the unknown, unnamed authority; i view it as something beautiful. something which grants me power because it is my words on my body and i control them.
i used to believe in a lot of things that i no longer express; but memory awakens and lingers. i question now whether in some small measure my tattoos of neko and mizu are part of a will i can now impose. if i cover the rest of my body in the writing of symbols, what could they/i not become? will the words twine and curve with the essence of the power they cannot help but express? how is it that the blurred and scribbled, barely legible, word images and associations on my arm make it so much more magnetically intricate?
my eye is drawn in and i can feel myself falling.
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even thru the blistering pain of it all i’ve decided to do the aids walk again this summer. if you’d like to sponsor me, please go here:
you can also join the team and walk with (so far) me, kim, and gene. though i think kristen is joining too. you could also donate money to any of them if you like. but you all love me more, right?
let’s all hope i get to see linda cardellini again. or someone equally cool.
p.s. going to see xmen 2 today!!!! wheeeeeeee!
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marina sent me this test to take to see how bad of a person i am because i mentioned something about molding her 10 year old cousin into my image.
as you can see i am apparently some what of a lustful, gluttonous, heretical, violent type person. and mostly just a fraudulent, malicious panderer.
The Dante’s Inferno Test has banished you to the Eigth Level of Hell – the Malebolge!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
| Level | Score |
|---|---|
| Purgatory (Repenting Believers) | Very Low |
| Level 1 – Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers) | Low |
| Level 2 (Lustful) | Very High |
| Level 3 (Gluttonous) | Very High |
| Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious) | Low |
| Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy) | Moderate |
| Level 6 – The City of Dis (Heretics) | High |
| Level 7 (Violent) | High |
| Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers) | Extreme |
| Level 9 – Cocytus (Treacherous) | Moderate |
Take the Dante’s Inferno Test
my favorite question in this test: true or false, a pimp is a good thing to be.
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basically my weekend at coachella revolved around the watching of ben folds, the looking at ben folds backstage, and the getting a signed cd by ben folds. in the picture of ben folds in the wild he has a deer in the headlights kind of look. but really he’s famous (relatively) and in all honesty it was i who was so completely overcome by his grandeur that i couldn’t say a goddamn word when i was getting my cd signed. he said hello to me. hello as in hello you’re the girl who took a picture of me backstage wearing that very skimpy top and will you please stop adjusting your own breasts i recognize you. and i squeaked out a tiny hello, at which point prolonged contact made me completely black out and i remember not very much else about my signing experience. except then we got to walk away and erica and i got to squeal while she told the story about how he patted her shoulder as he said thank you. so fucking fantastic. sigh.
other highlights include kristen’s jared leto experience. going up on stage with erica to watch cafe tecuba, a band we’d never heard of before and still have no idea what they sing about since it was all in foriegn tongues–but yet the thrill of being onstage was a heady delight. particulary considering all the poor sap real fans who were stuck out in the audience. the donnas were fun. ben kweller was incredibly young, blur was great, the blue man group was–in my opinion–super great. head bobbing, one arm punching, jumping, leg behind the head movement fun. and i really liked the vocal stylings of tracy bonham and venus hum who sang with them. i took pictures, they didn’t come out. looking at the blue guys up close was fascinating too because the paint was just dripping off those latex head masks. and watching them blink their eyeballs amidst all that blue was just plain freaky. and finally the most perfect ass to ever grace our vision. this girl was an incredible dancer and really good at twirling fire around. it makes me sad that my other pictures of the mutaytor group did not come out. but i know kristen has at least one with the colored hair extensions fire dancer.
so all my pictures are up. i created a folder for everyone’s and made mine a subfolder so if anyone else wants to put up their pictures they can. and if anyone doesn’t have access to a scanner and would like me to do all the work for them, feel free to hand over said photos and i will take care of you.
i also want to thank gene for the EIGHT CD’S OF COACHELLA MUSIC he made for us to preview on the drive down. that was fucking sweet and amazing. and i loved my little chart for opinion giving. plus it came in handy when i couldn’t remember who the hell someone was and i would look at what i had written and see “hamburger!” and remember that i hadn’t liked them.
i was going to do this whole favorite quotes thing, but now i can’t remember very many of them.
jacob (to a room full of girls): nobody panic, but i’m taking off my pants.
jacob: i’m starkers!
erica: no nothing, no service.
michele: no service to penis swingers.
i also scanned and put up pictures from the jason/me surprise party, the jason going away party, and my birthday. of which, this is by far my favorite.
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things i’ve learned from watching (so far) three discs of the 4 disc set of seasons 1 & 2 of the family guy:
1. the statue of liberty, penultimate symbol of freedom in this country was gifted to us by france. ironic? i think yes.
2. stewie-the-football-head-baby sings a song which goes, “this is my rifle (brandishes rifle in air), this is my gun (grabs crotch)! this is for fighting (rifle), this is for fun (crotch)!” fucking disturbing.
coachella was great! (benfoldsbenfoldsbenfoldsbenfolds). i got all my pictures back and i’ll try to put them up if i can stay awake when i get home tonight. some of them did not come out which makes me horribly sad. particularly the one of the beastie boys in the golf cart and the front side of best ass ever girl. her ass came out though. oh yes. but more on all that later when there’s pictures to go along with the story. for now all i have to say was that i had a good time and that i love ben folds more than almost anything.
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this is funny because i am currently in a UCB class to learn how to do travel vouchers online, and what am i doing instead? updating my blog. ha ha ha!
yesterday i ate cheetos. were they always that crunchy? i don’t think i really approve. i mean honestly….