“i think what you have is allergy induced asthma,…probably.”
by far not the most comforting thing you want your doctor to mumble at you in a tone of unconcern and insincerity. godfuckingdammit.
so i went to the doctor this morning. had an 8:30am appt. what time was i seen? 9:15? oh yes, i think so. fuckers.
and then and THEN she wouldn’t believe that i cough wet. she said my lungs were clear. CLEAR. MY lungs. load of SHIT.
allergy induced asthma, my ASS.
on the other hand i got what is quite possibly the most spiffed out inhaler ever. also extremely aerodynamic.
i’m thinking i could use it as a mini space ship or skipping stone. both of which start SS. i think i might be onto something there,…probably.
in other news. i might be laid off this summer due to the complete lack of money gray davis has allocated for education in this state. yup. laid off. gone are my worries over how to say i want to quit. i can now look for a new job under the full grace of authority based on my soon to be lack of job.
this does however put a crimp in my whole possibly moving to berkeley plans. should i move to berkeley without a sure job? will erica wait much longer before taking a 1 bedroom place somewhere? it’s a dilemma. i kind of want to move to berkeley. i hate commuting. i make enough money to pay rent somewhere pretty nice. it’s not a bad plan to move there. but now i need to find a new job IN berkeley for it to make sense. i want to live here. or here. or here